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Wednesday, 8 December 2004
And today..
Now Playing: Maroon 5- this love.
Today: just another day.
Still feeling ill.. But hey, allergies wont kill me. things went well.. Didnt have any kiddy probs..Which is a start.
Though this afternoon at about 4:15 my good mood shifted.. And as the evening loomed on, i gradually slipped into a state of "not caring about people as a whole".. Though there are a few people i can't include.. Dan, my brother, and on a lesser scale: a few close friends..
I wish i could kiss my baby.. I miss him so much.
I want it to snow for xmas.. Last night dan told me that if he could make it snow, he would do it for me.. Which to me was terribly sweet.
He always knows what to say to make things seem brighter.. Its mostly because he ACTUALLY understands me.
Not even my own family understands me completely, but dan does.. His smile is pure sunshine and golden warmth to me.. His kisses are warm and happy lil tingles dance through me.. He excites me in ways no one ever EVER has or ever could.
I just wish i could make him smile right now though.. He's in a bad mood and because i am away from him, i feel almost helpless..
Normally i would find a way through his mood and bring him back to his smiling self..
I love him so much.. I have never ever ever loved anyone like i love him..
Its thrilling! I always saw myself as a person doomed to never feeling as i do with him. Yet, here i am. His name makes me smile. His jokes ( even when not appropriet always bring me a small chuckle) usually make me giggle, laugh and smile. His handsome face is in my dreams at night. The way he gently touches my hair, back or my face, almost as if he is being careful not to hurt me...
He is my darling..*kiss* i love you honey, with all i am!
Posted by bansheekisses0
at 11:15 PM CST
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