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Sunday, 12 June 2005
saying good bye to the past.
Mood:
 crushed out
Now Playing: Good-bye to you by Michelle Branch.
Over the years i have noticed that i have done some things that i despised others for.
One being that i have taken peoples feelings for granted.
I know that my lack of self confidence was a huge part of it. Sometimes i didnt see what was right infront of me. I didnt see that guys i thought were just my buds were wanting more from me than just friendship.
And for those few that did get past that friendship point, i did a total backflip and shut them out to prevent hurt. I didnt always do it at the start, but slowly and in a painful way for both people.
I never really seen that i hurt the other person too.
I am beginning to see a pattern to some of my past relationships. And the sad thing is it was painfully pointed out to me by my mother. For now, she is scared that i will do the same thing with Dan... But oddly enough, i havent pulled back from him and we have been together for a yr.
So, that being said i owe an apology to the fallowing peeps: Pete, Keith, Adam, Wil, Paul, Mike, ect...
I was told once that i was too motherly, but how can a mother be so cold to people she is supposed to care about?
So, now that my head is clear of this, i think i can finally move forward and become the person i know i am. The person everyone thought i was.
Posted by bansheekisses0
at 9:47 PM CDT
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